Well, thought I'd post something small, before I either do something stupid or something. I miss him, but I know that's gonna happen. I miss him, but that's the way it is.

I'll try to post what I did this weekend, and the weekend before, because I totally didn't. It was a good weekend. Steelers lost, my friend grieved for that, I drank. *g*

So, it's been a good week. No, really. It's been... an almost amazing week, I think ( Read more... )

So, about an hour ago I got my third call from an "Unknown number". All three calls have been calls that barely lasted two seconds before ending, meaning they wouldn't even give me the time to pick up. Like, they were just ringing me for me to call them, you know ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm getting tired of waking up depressed. It's totally screwing up with my funk. No, really. What is up with that? I wake up and all I can think of is the idiot and the little things that I loved about him, about us, about our relationship. I mean, we spent almost seven years together with him here, so I've got a zillion and one memories ( Read more... )

I wanted to know the truth, I know it now. I wanted to be sure, certain, beyond a shadow of a doubt, and for once, I know for sure. It's... it's over. For good ( Read more... )